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OWNERSHIP CERTIFICATE!!!
With this certificate, I give myself, my body, my mind and my soul to my Mistress! Therefore I become completely hers. Hereby I admit that I need Mistress Emma’s guidance so badly that I come to realize that I must offer her the most precious and valuable possession I have in this world – myself. In this way, I hopefully will show her that without her I am lost. I don’t know what to do, or how to behave. So I better lose my life then I would lose her. Mylady, please take the ownership and accept my humble gesture!
MY GREATEST FEAR!
On my way to meet Mistress Emma I stopped at the flower shop to buy her black roses. At least I needed a present to bring my Mistress in a good mood as I knew I had been so stupid: I had looked, just out of curiosity, at the website of another mistress and I know I had to tell her. Honestly, that is what Mistress Emma wants from me so I had to come clean and take the consequences of my stupid behavior.
I AM AN ANIMAL!
I was extremely confident when I went to see my Mistress last week. As you can imagine I had really lived up to my task, was caged in and had the keys attached to a little gift. She would love to play with me I was sure. But this little voice in my head should have warned me louder: She will punish you, She will.
SILLY ME
I was nervous when I walked up the stairs to the room of Mistress Emma. Nervous as I was not sure whether she would accept my story or not. It was only a fort night ago since she gave me a clear and not too difficult task: “do not touch yourself, do not relief yourself when you think of me till we meet again for our next session”. Straightforward, clear words, so nothing I could not understand.
It was International Women’s Day when my Mistress sends me a message ordering me to come and to serve her. What a privilege to serve her on this special day where women all around the world are to be worshiped and adored.With a small tasteful gift in my hands, I knocked on the door of Mylady’s studio. Mistress Emma opened the door and I could see she was furious and she ordered me to leave.
I WILL PROVE MYSELF!
It was a sunny and perfect day to visit my beautiful Mistress Emma. But while stepping out of the sun into the dark shadow of the studio I was already wondering what She would have in her dominant mind for me this time.When she opened the door her stunning appearance instantly took my breath away.
MISTRESS EMMA KNOWS BEST
Mistress Emma is a Divine Goddess! She deserves the best and nothing but the best. She can take you on an amazing journey in just a couple of hours…or take you to hell and back in the same amount of time.Being a slave for her means that you have to work hard for your new-found Goddess in order to be found worthy.
BECOMING A PERSONAL PROPERTY OF MISTRESS EMMA
In one of the last sessions I had with The Mistress I signed a contract which stated I am giving myself entirely to her. My mind… body… soul… needs. Everything.I am fully hers now to abuse, to do with me whatever she desires. Summon me when or where she wants. I am her rightful property now, just as I should be. For a while now I have had the need to belong to her. To do whatever it takes to please her. I was constantly seeking her attention.
DISOBEYING MY MISTRESS’S ORDERS
Not too long ago I asked the Mistress for permission to have an orgasm. I just had a long and hard day of work behind me, got home and picked up a beer from the fridge. After that I began to feel horny, so of course I asked for her permission, she luckily granted me one. Only 1 and then I was forbidden to have another one until she said I could. A few days later unfortunately I couldn’t help myself and had yet another orgasm. Something I wasn’t allowed to. For one moment it felt good, but very quickly I got anxious, because I had disobeyed her. And I knew what that would cost me and what that would mean.
IMPROVE, IMPROVE & IMPROVE
I am my Mistress’ number 1 slave and I am extremely proud to be that number 1 on her list. But Mylady was not that satisfied with me. For her birthday, I promised her a session with a totally free hand: do whatever you please and I will go along. I need to be honest! Unfortunately, I couldn’t deliver as she used a whip that brought me to my knees almost immediately and I used the safe word very quickly to end the incredible pain. Well, you can imagine Mylady called me back. She wanted to discuss this with me and as she demands continuous improvement, she demanded a new session where I should deliver.
THE IMPOSSIBLE ASSIGNMENT
When I met Mylady online the last time She, like always was nice, pretty (I should say beautiful) and full of understanding for my problems, my demands, and my needs. At the end of our nice long chat, Mylady gave me, like normally, a task, an order or an assignment so you will: do not relief yourself when you think of me.
SOFT SESSION? YES, BUT HARD LESSON!
Looking back at my last visit to my Mistress I wonder, how does she do it every time again? I know she is an ultimate professional Dominatrix but nevertheless, she amazes me every time I am allowed to visit her. Let me tell you what happened during my visit in August 2017.
REDEMPTION – STAGE 1!
Did I like the last session with Mistress Emma? No, I did not! Was I rewarded by Mistress Emma and thus satisfied? No, I was not! Was it right though what happened this time? Oh yes, for sure it was!During my education and training to obtain my submissive role, Mylady found out something was wrong, something was blocking my development.
I CAN CHANGE FOR YOU, MISTRESS EMMA
I was such a disappointment for my Goddess – Mistress Emma. But now i finally found the right wayas my eyes was really opened by her a few weeks ago. My behavior was, according to Mistress Emma very bad bacuase i didn’t give her the respect which she deserves! I was not fallowing the agreements which she made with me and i was losing her valuable time. Mistress Emma and i met for the first time about 1 year ago and during this year she made a big impression on me. Yet I was too scared to obey her…
My first mistake
It was another beautiful day to live because today I was allowed to make my body available to my owner and goddess Mistress Emma. We had had a very long session a few weeks ago and Mistress Emma would soon be gone for a few months. Fortunately, I am owned by the mistress and I was ordered to come over again to serve her.
